nobody knows the real me. nobody knows how many times i’ve cried in my room when nobody was watching. nobody knows how many times i’ve lost hope, how many times i’ve been let down. nobody knows how many times i’ve felt like i’m about to snap, but i just don’t, for the sake of others. nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head when i’m sad, how horrible they truly are. nobody. knows. me.
Do you understand your not the prettiest thing in the world, you act like everyone likes you and wants you when in reality when people meet you they really don’t like you because your a brat and have an attitude about everything that’s why some people don’t even want you. You act like your the best at everything you do when in reality your not, you have A LOT of faults just like everybody else but no you think your higher than everybody. Your tryna say I’m dumb or somethin but I’m definitely not I’m actually smart, your the dumb one who does stupid all the time, I would never wanna be like you. I make stupid descions but I don’t make stupid decisions like you, like we all know what you do, your no were near as slick as you think you are. And you always try to act like your so strong and can beat any and everyone and I’m just waitin for the day that so one gives you reality check and beats your ass. And by the way its not attractive. Your always tryna critique me and tell me what other people think of me and how I should stop doing something or change something about. Do you understand I don’t care what people think of me ! I didn’t ask for a person to tell me to change stuff about me, if I wanted to change and cared so much don’t you think I would have changed by now ? I like the way I am and how I act, whoever doesn’t like it it doesn’t matter because in the end they aren’t the first and won’t be the last to be annoyed by me because in the end ill still be living.